Never Love You Less

I loved you from the moment I first saw you-
I so badly wanted you to say the same for me.
But I could never capture your attention
Because it wasn't me you wanted to see.
I knew from the first time that you loved her
However, that didn't really keep me from trying.
I know I should have stopped the first time
But I couldn't get over the pain of dying.
The pain was completely unrealistic to me-
It reached all the way down to my soul.
I was never able to piece myself back together-
I was never able to again make myself whole.
You are completely and utterly alone now
Because you chose no one in the end.
And even though we never really talk anymore,
I would still like to be your friend.
In the end, Death can't make me stop loving you-
It's a strange thing to say, I confess...
For now, I just want to wish you well,
And also to tell you that I will never love you less.