How Could I Ever Leave You

Sitting alone in this midnight train

Traveling in my daily nightmares

Looking out the bleeding window

Haunting memories pasted in layers

All these years spent loving only you

Can't believe you walked out the door

Visions of you with her, burnt in my mind

Turning away, me crumpled on the floor 

Being pushed from this cloud of love

When I close my eyes,hit the ground

Though I keep falling faster than time

Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you

You vowed that you would never leave

Yet here I am so cold and alone

Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love 

Still breathing as life has just begun

Unleash sadness from my black heart

Or am I past the point of no return 

Please come back to me my love 

Can't live on memories of yesterdays 

Needing your love back in my heart 

Praying you'll come back to stay 

Tired of drowning in my own tears

Pictures of your face fading away

Hope to come out of this midnight train

With your hands in mine someday

Waiting for you with open arms

How could I ever leave you

Always needed you here with me

To our love I'll always be true